redneck

Hello everyone, new member here but had to use my first post for this one. One time i connected knee to knee with my cousin while going from the front of my 16 ft northwood toward a rigger rod that went down and didnt get back up. I didnt feel a thing and you know that means he was hurting bad after that one. Now I try to find a clear path and then charge, sometimes I forget when I am driving and remember when I am holding a rod and am wondering why we are doing circles.